HAPPY DECEMBER! So much has been going on with me, it all seems like a dream! good and bad! lol I'm taking my final exams right now! crazzzzyyyy. Actually i was stressin all thanksgiving weekend and didn't do any work. lol. but it turns out to be easier than i thought. but i know i could do better. FIGHTING for next Quarter.
Anyways, so the reason is i have an official bf. and its the most unsure thing ever. Everything happened really fast and I don't know what to do, but at the same time I'm just going with the flow, which is what i use to always tell myself but I never follow through. but this time, yes. I think I've finally grown up. Or I am changed, hence a few blogs ago lol. So its the guy that came over to dinner the other night. I went on one date with him in early Oct and wasn't really feeling him. I thought he was weird and cocky. But he is the sweetest guy i know. hes definitely not the ideal guy, but hes pretty close. He treats me really well and expresses his feeling BETTER THAN ME! I don't know. Maybe I'm being shy bc its been a while. but I have a hard time telling me how I feel. I'm always quiet around him... And the way we turned out is just funny. I don't know exactly why I like him usually w other guys I usually can pinpoint why, like if we have thing sin common or something. but this time i just went the flow~ =] we've been hanging out a lot, i hope it won't be a fling. Hes such a gentlemen, he opens doors, takes me out, pays, says the cutest things and makes sure im comfortable. the only thing is he drinks and smokes a lot, but I'm hoping its a phase, if not.... NEXT lol. another thing i got down is don't try to change a person. I am being very chill with this relationship, maybe bc i have a lot of trust, but we'll see...
